Isn't the world amazing.
Sunday 17 January 2010
3:34 pm
BECAUSE OUR ENTIRE UNIVERSE IS MADE UP OF CONSCIOUSNESS, WE NEVER REALLY EXPERIENCE THE UNIVERSE DIRECTLY WE JUST EXPERIENCE OUR CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE UNIVERSE, OUR PERCEPTION OF IT, SO RIGHT. OUR ONLY UNIVERSE IS PERCEPTION.
Monday 30 November 2009
Absence due to a HECTIC month! 8:20 pm
Hey guys, so sorry it took so long to get a post up, but November is such a hectic month with school's assessment, interview regarding about theater and a couple of my 19th birthday celebration. Oh well, everything's wrapping up now though, so i can start to get back into the swing of posting videos much more often again, I Hope!
Here are the events which my friends and families had celebration my 19th birthday for me
during that one week
23rd November 2009 till 27th November 2009
Malaysia Trip with the clique were awesome!
Paintball with the clique were amazing but painful!
Tony Roma's with my dad and my brother were Fantastic!
Steamboat with my relatives were Whoa!
East Coast Park with colleagues were Fun!
KBox together with timepark's literately killed my throat!
So that's all about it for that freak'innnnn week.
Oh one thing, thanks for all of the Presents and hong baos guys.
p.s: mann, i just got a haircut, again.
it looks like bangs but it's not.
Friday 16 October 2009
Sorry, it's been a while! 2:27 am
u_u
Guys, i'm sorry, i apologize, I know it's been a while!
but i can explain it's just been a hectic last couple of weeks.
I've plenty of assignments and projects to be done within that couple of weeks.
Yeah, anyway let's not bother about it and put it aside.
It's been a time since the last time i went clubbing with my friends.
So last week, i decided to take two days break.
Clubbing @ St James.
"pretty fantastic"
(500) Days Of Summer
Since i'm pretty free now, so i think i'm gonna do a quick review of the new romantic comedy call " (500) Days Of Summer. " Starring Joseph Gordon Levitt and Zooey Deschanel and it's also directed by Marc webb.
The plot follows the relationship between the guy call Tom and the Girl name Summer which over the cost of 500 days deteriorate horribly and that's not a spoiler because it says that this movie is a not a love story.
So i think it's quite an interesting romantic comedy in my opinion.
The director Marc webb make the film bounces back and forth through the 500 days.
And this i must admit, this kinda keep the scene fresh and it does kinda make it interesting when you see a conflict and then it flash back to show the origin of the conflict and stuff.
Hmmmm, don't you guys think that Joseph Gordon Levitt is quite brilliant and that suppose to be expected. He's an actor who definitely will be "One Of The Next Big Thing" in hollywood.
He's brilliant, he's consistently good in every film and i mean in this film he really brings some emotional weight to his character he kinda buy in his relationship with "Summer" and he really sells it to you, you believe that he's in love and stuffs.
Good shit of soundtracks!
Awesome.
This movie is definitely worth watching, i would say the movie is pretty much gives you brand new stuffs or something i don't know.
Anyway I'll give it 4 Stars!
worth it, worth it, worth it.
If your "friend' is gonna drag you to the cinema and he/she says let's go watch (500)Days Of Summer, it's not bad at all, it's actually quite watchable.
n_n
Tuesday 29 September 2009
Sick, sick and sick. 7:50 pm
Hey guys,
Seriously mann you guys have to read about this, it's really sick.
I read about this article yesterday about this guy "Issei Sagawa",
at my friend's house and it just creeped me out.
"THE CONFESSION that he said"
" I am amazed. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. Tall, blonde, with pure white skin, she astonishes me with her grace. I invited her to my home for a Japanese dinner. She accepts. After the meal I asked her to read my favorite German Expressionist poem. As she reads i can't keep my eyes off her. After she leaves I can still smell her body on the bed sheet where she sat reading the poem. I lick the chopsticks and dishes she used. I can taste her lips. My passion is so great. I want to eat her. If I do she will be mine forever. There is no escape from this desire.
I arrange for her to read the poem for me once more. I lie to her. I tell her I want to record the poem on tape for my Japanese teacher. She believes. I prepare everything. The cassette recorder for the poem, the rifle for the sacrifice. She arrives on time. After drinking tea and whisky, she speaks. She smiles at me. But I know inside that I'm the strangest one of all. Her yellow sleeveless top shows off her beautiful white arms. I can smell her body.
I turn on the recorder. She starts to read . She speaks in perfect German. I reach for the rifle hidden beside the chest of drawers. I stand slowly and aim the riffle at the back of her head. I cannot stop myself.
There is a loud sound and her body falls from the chair onto the floor. It is like she is watching me. I see her cheeks, her eyes, her nose and mouth, the blood pouring from her head. I try to talk to her, but she no longer answers. There is blood all over the floor. I try to wipe it up, but I realize I cannot stop the flow of blood from her head. It is very quiet here. There is only the silence of death.
I start to take off her clothes. It is hard to take the clothes off a dead body. Finally it is done. Her beautiful white body is before me. I've waited so long this day and now it is here. I touch her ass. It is so very smooth. I wonder where I should bite first. I decide to bite the top of her butt. My nose is covered with her cold white skin. I try to beat down hard, but I can't. I suddenly have a horrible headache. I get a knife from the kitchen and stab it deeply into her skin.
Suddenly a lot of sallow fat oozes from the wound. It reminds me of Indian corn. It continues to ooze. It is strange. Finally I find the red meat under the sallow fat. I scoop it out and put it in my mouth. I chew. It has no smell and no taste. It melts in my mouth like a perfect piece of tuna. I look in her eyes and say: "You are delicious."
I cut her body and lift the meat to my mouth again and again. Then I take a photograph of her white corpse with its deep wounds. I have sex with her body. When I hug her she lets out a breath. I'm frightened, she seems alive. I kiss her and tell her I love her. Then I drag her body to the bathroom. By now I am exhausted, but I cut into her hip and put the meat in a roasing pan. After it is cooked I sit at the table using her underwear as a napkin. They still smell of her body.
Then I turn on the tape of her reading the German poem and eat. There is not enough taste. I use some salt and some mustard and it is delicious, very high quality meat. Then I go back to the bathroom and cut off her breast and bake it. It swells while it cooks. I serve the breast on the table and eat it with a fork and knife. It isn't very good. Too greasy. I try to cut into another part of her body. Her thighs were wonderful. Finally she is in my stomach. Finally she is in my stomach. Finally she is mine. It is the best dinner I've ever had.
Afterwards I sleep with her.
Next morning she is still here. She doesn't smell bad. Today I must finish cutting up her body.I have to put it into suitcases and sink it in the lake. It will be her grave.
I touch the cold body again and I wonder where I should start. I start to cut off all the meat before amputating the limbs. While I cut her calf I suddenly want to taste it. I see the beautiful red meat beneath the fat. I grasp her knee and her ankle, and tear it with my teeth. It is tender. I slowly chew and savor it.
After eating most of the calf I look at myself in the mirror. There is grease all over my face. And then I start to eat at random. I bite her little toe. It still smell of her feet. I stab the knife into her arch and see the red meat deep inside. I thrust my fingers inside and dig out the meat and put it in my mouth. It tastes okay. Then I stab the knife into her armpit. Ever since I saw it under her yellow sleeveless top I wondered how it would taste this good. The wonderful taste cheers me up and I devour her underarm up to the elbow.
Finally I cut off her private parts. When I touch the pubic hair it has a very bad smell. I bite her clit, but it won't come off, it just stretches. So I throw it in the frying pan and pop it in my mouth. I chew very carefully and swallow it. It is so sweet.
After I swallow it, I feel her in my body and get hot. I turn the body over and open her buttocks, revealing her anus. I scoop it out with my knife and try to put it in my mouth. It smells too much. I put it in the frying pan and throw it in my mouth. It still smells. I spit it out. I go into the next room. It smell of fat, like I've been frying a chicken.
It's been twenty-four hours now. Some huge flies hover and buzz in the bathroom. I try to chase them away, but they came back. They swarm on her face. They seem to tell me that I've lost her forever. It is no longer her. Where is she? She's gone far away. I've broken her. Like a child who breaks his toy. I try to use an electric knife to cut her body. It doesn't work. It just makes a loud sound. I use a hatchet. I strike several times. It's hard work. I strike her thigh. Her body jumps up. If she could feel, it would have hurt.
Finally the thigh separates from her body. I bite it again, like I would bite a chicken leg. Then I cut off her arms. It is even harder than the thigh. I use the electric knife again. It makes a shrill sound, like the sound of her shrill voice. It works this time. Her hand still wears a ring and a bracelet. When I see her long fingers I am driven by another impulse. I use her hand to masturbate. Her long fingers excite me.
When I'm finished I try to bite her finger. I can't. I'm disappointed. I put her hands into the plastic bag along with her legs. And then I see her face. It is still quiet. She has a small nose and a sweet lower lip. When she was alive I wanted to bite them. Now I can satisfy that desire. It's so easy to bite off her nose. As I chew the cartilage I can hear the noise. I use a knife to cut off more of the cartilage and put it in my mouth. It really doesn't taste very good. I scoop out her lower lip with my knife and put it in my mouth. It has hard skin. I decide to eat it later when I can fry it. So I put it in the refrigerator.
I want her tongue. I can't open her lower jaw, but I can reach in between her teeth. Finally it comes out. I cut it off and put it in my mouth. It's hard to chew. I see my face in the mirror. Her tongue entwined with my tongue. I try to close my mouth, but her tongue slips out. Finally I cut the skin off the tongue and taste the meat.
I try to eat her eyes. It's hard for me to stab into them, though it is the easiest part of her face. I can tears coming from them. It frightens me. Her eyes are all that is left of her face. It is nearly a skull.
I decide to take out her stomach. When I stab under her navel a little fat appears and then I can see the red meat under the fat. I slice a piece of the red meat and put it on a plate. Then I stab into the stomach. The internal organs appear. There is a great length of rolled tubes and I find a gray bag at the end of the tubes. It must be the bladder. There is a strong smell as soon as I pick it up. I thrust my hand into her body cavity. There is another bag. It must be her womb. If she had lived she would have had a baby in this womb. The thought depresses me for a moment.
I pull out the intestines. My hands sting from the digestive juices. At last I have to cut off her head. It is the most difficult thing I have to do. I cut off the meat on her neck until I can see bone, then I cut again. She still wears her necklace. I try to use the electric knife, but it doesn't work very well. It just makes its shrill sound.
So I use the hatchet. I imagine myself on the guillotine. It is surprisingly easy to cut through. With the head gone her body is now only flesh. When I grab the hair and hang up the head, I realize I am a cannibal. I put the head in a plastic bag. I separate the body and put it into two plastic bags. They are heavy. It is hard to put them into the suitcases. I am finished. It is midnight. I call a taxi.
I am back home. I turn the TV and open the refrigerator. I put the dishes on the glass table. I recognize each pieces of meat. This is part of her hip and this is part of her thigh. I fry them on the stove. I set the table. There is mustard, salt, pepper and sauce. I put her underwear beside the dish. I sniff it and look at a nude woman in a magazine. I try to remember which part of her is in my mouth, but it is difficult to connect the meat with a body. It just seems like a piece of meat. I continue to eat her body until I am caught. Each day the meat becomes more tender, each day the taste is more sweet and delicious. "
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http://www.francesfarmersrevenge.com/stuff/serialkillers/sagawaconfession.htm
P.s: totally sick!
Wednesday 23 September 2009
New hair cut, burning. 9:49 pm
Guys, last week i just got my new haircut.
it's really short compare to
the previous hairstyle.
But i actually love it!
Firstly i do not need wait so long to "air dry" my hair.
*usually i need to wait for about 2hours, for it to be completely dry.*
I do not need to waste so much money on my shampoo.
I do not need to wear hairband or hairclip.
And there're plenty more of advantages of having a short hair cut.
Seriously.
Perhaps i shall take a photo of my hair one day and show it to you guys.
sentosa, Sentosa, SENTOSA!
Last week, i think it was thursday or friday, sorry i couldn't remember
i went to sentosa with my current classmates.
We did enjoy ourself there but that particular day the sun totally killed me.
"literally killed me mann"
I was burnt, until now my skins are still peeling.
sighh.
Should i get a Canon EOS 500D?
Ermmmm..
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Monday 14 September 2009
Shagged, haircut 1:15 am
After suffering for "Four Days"
I'm sick and tired of saying
"Sir/Mdm, do you want it to be on wall mount or tabletop"
"Sir/Mdm, i can't delivery it on this particular day, it's full already, sorry"
"Sir/Mdm, i'll go through with you about e items you're buying"
Blah Blah Blah
Goodness gracious, each day i've been standing for hours non stop, perhaps ten hours.
My heels are probably blessing me right now.
Think about the money that i'll earn
after all it's still pretty worth it, haha.
YEEP! finally, it's a release, i'm free, yay.
come to think of it, hey they do provided us lunch and dinner too mann.:)*
Gees, i'm currently suffering from a couple of bruises
While i was sitting down,
Toby and Jonathan literally just flipped me when they're pulling me up.
Jesus! one on my hip, one on my knee, two on my elbows
What Else!
* Miss, are you okay, need some help ? mannnn this is crappy!*
I'm getting my haircut tomorrow~
hopefully i'll pull it through, HAHA!
Friday 4 September 2009
5 Facts about me. 9:30 pm
Check out this fake mustache i bought a few days ago near my school
It's looks really goofy!
Perhaps i shall use it for some of my videos in the future.
For those of you who don't know,
Somehow i lost a bet to some of my buddies.
And i'm suppose to tell you readers "Five Facts" about myself.
Fact number 1
I had a blanket named "Blankee"
And he always sleep on my bed.
You know i enjoy sleeping with others
*blink blink*
but this bitch smells terrible
And my dad is too lazy to clean him, So i have to do it!
Oh well, he had been together with me all this while since i was a baby
but he's gone now thanks to my dad who thrown him away
while i was sleeping and that's way too mean!
i actually planned to go downstairs my house to look for him, but i didn't.
Fact number 2
I hate Bitter Gourd.
I've tried to like it,
i had it many many many times
and it didn't worked out at all, so i decided to give up.
*It was invented by "The Devil"*
Oh yeah, i definitely hate Durians too, they do taste awful and look awful.
Mannnn, gross.
Fact number 3
I got this classic straight bangs hair style
when i was probably 6?
*YEEP, i know i looked weird and retard, haha*
Anyway back then i think it was a trend, i not sure about it.
If some of you readers are wondering, yup my mum was the who gave me that hairstyle.
And guess what, i actually found a couple photos of me when i was 3
while i was browsing the photo albums.
Do check it out it's right below of this particular post.
below, yep!.!
Fact number 4
I used to be extremely short when i was in
"primary 1"
Back then i was only 97 centimeter which is only 3 foot 1,
*glup*
c'mon it's not even one metre.
Come to think of it, yeah i'm still short.
But at leastttt...ttt i'm not 3 foot 1!
Fact number 5
This the last fact i'm gonna tell you readers, and it's pretty embarrassing.
Alright here you go,
I stopped drinking milk from bottle
when i was 9.
*shy*
back then i think i was primary 3?
Believe it or not, yup nine years old.
Images:
Wednesday 26 August 2009
ridiculous 7:34 pm
Guys, there's this something which i want to share you a few weeks ago.
Back then, toby and I were eating at the old Hawker Centre located at
"Holland Village".
Yup, after we had our dinner,
we decided to buy a soya bean mixed with grass jelly for our dessert.
And Look What We've Found!
This Is Ridiculous mannnnnnnn!
MICHAEL JACKON!!
Oh My Goodness!!
p.s: Hah, assignments are piling up!
Saturday 22 August 2009
Relaxation therapy. A day outside! 5:32 am
I'm eating Blueberries now, admiring the "CD" that i just found in my closet a couple of days back. The music genre is awesome, if i'm not wrong that particular CD called "Relaxation Therapy" used to belong to my mum's favorite collection.
Sighhh, Memories
Anyway oh well, its belongs to me already. Yup, the "CD" is ready to be inserted inside my Mac's disc drive Right now.
*Crossing my legs while smiling to myself *
One thing my readers, if you guys want the soundtrack you could simply just ask, email or even text me if you want to,
i'll definitely try my best to send it to you as soon as possible.
Minutes later..
Alright here you go guys, this is one of the soundtracks from the "Relaxation Therapy" that i uploaded online, you guys could enter this website shown below that i just linked and download it to see whether you love it not,
Trust Me It's Worth It!
Guys, I'm so so..o sorry. It's been a really long time since i last blogged, i was either simply too lazy or being stressed out for some school assignments. I totally apologize, i'll try my best to blog like once every three days, i hope that'll help. :)
Okay..y, i just came back home from The Cathay, it's 5am. Yeah, 5am!
Alright, i'll just briefly tell you readers what i did today. After my class, it's around 9.15pm
i went to a Sheesha bar that my friends reserved it's VIP though, haha. Anyway, yup it's located behind Haji Lane, i think it's Arab street that's what my friend told me. Hmmmm basically we were chilling, eating some finger food, but i had a short nap there because i was too tired even though i slept for 15 hours, Gees my bad!
After which, we went to The Cathay, YEEP i said that earlier but while we were heading towards there, as we were crossing the road because it's green light *Like Duhh, haha*, my dear friend Jonathan Ha told us something related to 7th Month. As he was talking suddenly my friends and i saw a china woman standing in the middle of the road!! It was freak'in creepy.
As we know it was green light so all of the cars have to brake so it was really weird in the middle of no where there was this china woman standing still! on the middle of the road, beside of a taxi.
The taxi's door was open so i suppose i'm not seeing something ridiculous, although it was still really creepy as in standing in the middle of the Road, C'mon!!
Anyway after we reached "The Cathay", I..IIII..I I won't worry my life away yeah..hh oh oh,
I wont worry my life away..yyyeah..hh oh oh. When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Because....Blah Blah BlahPardon me, i was listening to "The Remedy" by Jason Mraz.
Too fascinated by it!
Hmmmmm, we watched the movie "District 9" at around 2.05am,
The movie i just watched it's a movie which i never heard before didn't watch the trailers, didn't check out the Magazine articles, early reviews or anything. I was quite surprise the movie turned out to be pretty good although some of my friends were sleeping, haha.
About the movie review, I don't think i'm gonna to tell you anything about this movie or the plot. This is one of those times where you readers just have to go see the film as soon as possible. If you ignore my advice, I promise you that you will be hearing it from every person around you whether you want to or not. Am I hyping it up too much? hmmmm Maybe, Jesus! I'm not sure about it, haha. It will still rock your world eventually. There are aliens. There are humans. It is not what you think it is.
The less you know, the better. You really shouldn’t be reading this at all. You should be ordering your midnight tickets or afternoon or morning right now i mean Now! Seriously!! Hit command-T right now and start ordering!
My Glow'in Spring. Walk rainbow spring down stairs, Play with rainbow spring in hands, Walk rainbow spring down incline or slope, Bounce rainbow spring up and down.
Isn't it amazing?!!
Sunday 9 August 2009
Happy birthday T, new video! 5:35 pm
We are family
I got all my sisters with me
We are family
Get up ev'rybody and sing
Ev'ryone can see we're together
As we walk on by
(FLY!) and we fly just like birds of a feather
I won't tell no lie
(ALL!) all of the people around us they say
Can they be that close
Just let me state for the record
We're giving love in a family dose
....
Basically i've to say "Yes" to everything, haha.
a deal is a deal.
First, i would like to say Happy birthday to all National Day babies.
You guys are just awesome mannn to be wished, haha.
Yeep! We have of course Mr Toby Lai! Happy sweet 19th baby.
Yesterday's BBQ was pretty cool, but pity didn't managed to mash the cake on your face.
instead of being happy yesterday i felt pretty guilty actually, it's because of the cake, it flew to one of toby's friend bag when i was about to mash it to toby's face, the bag was pretty dirty, worst of all i do not know his friend. Oh god.
Just feel guilty mann, I'm so sorry! I apologize.
Oh YEEP! And also Tomy and Nicole too. Happy birthday! Been so long since last meeting you people, especially Mr Tomy Halim mannn, bloody hell enjoying life at Australia, Haha but pity you can't celebrate singapore's national day. :)
Oh yeah i forgotten to update, weeks ago before my school started, Jerry and i actually went to national stadium to watch a match between Singapore and Liverpool 0-5.
Yup, just for once i'm a Liverpool fans for one day. haha. Singing the chants making me feel very guilty as because i'm a MANCHESTER UNITED Fans.
Oh well, it's just one day. It's not too bad after all.
Yesterday i had an awesome dream, my friends and i were at disneyland on vacation PLAYING , staying at Walt Disney World Resort. Enjoying the disney's magic all around the park! The Amazing Fireworks, Sighhh, pity i only been there once only once but it was Disneysea and not Disneyland. Sighhh, really missed those time. It's okay, it's okay, one day i'll definitely be there.
Last two days if i'm not wrong or three days i can't remember, i was working on a new video. it's also a stop motion video only thing it's slightly different nothing particular actually. This time it's shorter then before, if i'm not wrong it's only 40 seconds? Haha, i'm getting lazier now.
Oh well, ever since i started school i'm packed with assignments, it's pretty fast though this coming week is gonna be the forth week already. one month, damn!
Alright guys, enjoy the video.
Cheers.
Guys, last week i just got my new haircut.
